Thursday, 31 March 2011

A FLEETING MOMENT....

Saw Putul di (our department help)close the door of the department. Mone holo ekta sritite bhora shinduker kopat-e tala laglo! Bondi hoe roilo koto okaron hashi, moja, kanna, obhiman, dukkho r rashi rashi muhurto.......jegulo konodin ferot ashbe na.....kintu tader thai hoe roilo amader sritipote,rongin akhore lekha ekta mishti chithi!porbo majhe majhei!will miss u my PRESI!Bhalo theko!Jara ashonno, jara hatbe oi oitihashik corridor gulo die, oi shorgo chhoa shiri die, tadero dio amader moto onek bhalobasha ar praner taan!

Wednesday, 2 March 2011

THE LOST LINE

....and I wore his shoe&left da room
I turnd bak thinkin he'd stare,
But found him gone--
I quietly shed a tear on his palm&left
I longed,I loved,I launched...
To return with no land beneath
I fell deeper and deeper in the womb of the land,
I curled instinctivly
I rose when a dew,dropped into my dream
I awoke, when I became my dream
I arise when the dream turns back to dew
And thats when my wings wring out da "you"
In me, In mine,
In shadows meant to be a ravine
In the love that once, was you!!

FREEDOM

THIS IS THE ALLEY OF DARKNESS
THE JOURNEY OF MY LIFE
THIS IS THE CAVE OF EXISTENCE
THAT STIFLES MY STRUGGLE, MY STRIFE

THIS IS MY CLAUSTROPHOBIA
MY LIFE IS BLACK AND GREY
THIS IS MY LAND OF DARWIN
HERE I'M THE PREDATOR, I'M THE PREY!

"OH GIVE ME FREEDOM MOTHER
FROM THIS DARK, DEEP CHASM OF SILENCE
RELEASE ME FROM WITHIN YOU"-
MY MOTHER SHREIKED IN ACCEPTANCE

WHO KNEW A FEW WINTERS LATER
I WOULD SHREIK AND NEED TO HIDE
"OH TAKE ME BACK IN MOTHER-
HIDE ME IN YOUR INSIDE

FROZEN

I REACHED OUT TO HOLD YOUR HAND,
I FOUGHT WITH MY FIERY FEARS
I DREAMED THAT THERE WAS A FORGETFUL TOMORROW--
THROUGH THE NETWORK OF MY TEARS.

THE GROUND I TREAD ON IS MADE OF GLASS
BENEATH THE WATER STARES,
THE JAWS THAT GRIN AND GRIND ALIKE
CHALLENGES ME TO DARES.


THE LOVER'S GLEE WAS A GNAWING SOUND
FOR THE ENDING OF MY FIRST BEGINNING
THE CEMENTED JUNGLE OF MY HEART
YEARNED FOR AN ACCIDENTAL HAPPY ENDING.

I FIND NO GOBLIN, I FIND NO GNOME,
THAT'LL TAKE ME TO MYSELF
TEN YEARS A GO WHEN I WAS TWELVE,
TEN YEARS AGO
I HAD A S-E-L-F.

Tuesday, 1 March 2011

MEMORIES

I THOUGHT THAT THE DAY WAS DONE
BUT THE TWIG FELL OUT OF THE TREE.....
THE MORNING CREEPED OUT OF A BLANKET OF FOG
AND TURNED INTO MEMORIES......

CYTHERA.......

LETS GO UP THE HILL, YOU AND I
AND PAINT VERSES OF RAINBOW IN THE SKY-
LETS DO THE WALTZ ON THE MOVING CLOUDS
AND LIFT OUR SPIRITS SPRITELY ABOVE!
LETS SPRINKLE OUR SPIRIT WHEREVER WE TREAD,
LETS WORRIES FLEE, ALL WOES TO BE SHED!
LET CHILDISH WAYS LEAD OUR DREAM
LETS MISCHIEF AND SPREE,LETS UNBURDEN AND SCREAM!


THE WAY TO EDEN MAY WHEREVER BE
TOGETHER WE'LL FIND IT CERTAINLY
THE BOUQUET OF SUNSHINE WIL BE OUR FLAME
BENEATH THE WILLOW WE'LL FIND OUR CLAIMS!


YOUR EMBRACE WILL BE MY REST AND RESPITE
YOUR EYES WILL BE MY EYE'S DELIGHT.
YOUR LIPS WILL TELL ME WHAT I WANT TO SAY
HOLDING YOUR HAND ILL GROW OLD AND GREY
YOUR EARS WILL KNOW WHAT TO HEAR
YOUR FINGERS WILL ABSORB MY TEAR!
YOU'LL HOLD ME TILL MY FEARS FLEE,
ILL BE IN YOU, YOU'LL FIND YOURSELF IN ME!


ILL BE YOUR SOLACE,YOUR LULLABY
ILL BRAID OUR TOMORROW INTO A STARRY SKY
ILL KEEP IT IN MY POCHETTE BLUE,
I WANT TO SPEND MY AFTERLIFE WITH U!



I AM, ILL BE YOUR PRINCESS PRIDE,
ULL BE MY MYSTIC MOON,
WE'LL TWINE OURSELVES INTO THROES OF OUR LOVE
OUR HEARTH WILL BE OUR COCOON!
MY DREAMS MAY REMAIN ONLY IN MY DREAMS,
BUT THESE ETCHINGS WILL LINGER ON
AND REMIND ME OF THE LOVE THAT "WAS"
THAT FROZE LIKE AN EFLORESCENT SONG!!